Saturday, September 13, 2008

hello kitty stares

its war
i say bring it on
like mii mother is asking for it
shes supposed to pop ne moment now but whatever
ill tell you a secret i miss someone right now
and it sux like it honestly
does....
fuhh
ive been thinking bout mii dad a lot lately like if i made the right choice
cause i mean im absolutely miserable
i fucken hate this.
i hate them.
i hate everyone.
can you honestly blame me for not giving a shit.
i mean look what ive been through
so stop crying for yourself
no one is going to save you

Saturday, September 6, 2008

bus stop territory

today....
i crashed
i couldnt take it anymore
can someone please explain
a mothers mind?.....
cause it honestly makes no FRIGGIN sense
shes not stupid for thinking i dont love her tho she honestly isnt
grrrr and the person i need the most is just
poof
gone...
i miss mii best friends
grace help me
i couldnt take the whole homework thing
i didnt sleep
i like passed out on mii laptop then had to wake up
i like couldnt take it
then i was late
then mii mother started being stupid
and he didnt have his phone
so there i was sitting alone at the bus stop
and i cried...i just cried