mama you're a liar

maybe im crazy
maybe im a cry baby
maybe im over dramatic
or MAYBE
everything piles up and i crack
daily

so yea...im crying as always
my excuse this time is that my hair is too short and that im fat and ugly
i kept cutting my hair cause of the split ends and now its short kinda
and im fat
im a whale
and i hate myself
i cant do anything right
i cant be anything right
i need a credit card
i need to be alone
and just cry
and
i just want the pain to go away
just make the pain go away
i dont want to feel anymore....

make it go away...i surrender.