lalala choices

today,
something was wrong with me
according to the great beeken...x]]

and to be honest something is wrong with me, but what he was talking about
wasnt
my lack of sleep
my hunger
my pain in my stomach
my boredom
.....it was something else
and beeken knew
i knew on some level but i didnt really think of myself to figure it out

im so sick of people saying im perfect
the great miss suzzette has flaws big ones

secret to life:
you can achieve if you ask,believe, and recieve
i was under the impression that i had a problem with the believing part and i do.
but i guess i have more of a problem with the asking part
i wanna feel the universe bend to meet my needs...

i had an enlightened moment...
i realized that i dont care
about ya kno....everything
cause hes my boyfriend
and a boyfriend is someone you trust completely
and i do trust him completely
idk i wasnt even really worrying i just wanted to be mad at someone
and it was the perfect opportunity..so i was.
but im not really.

someone tell me
x=kisses and o= hugs
right?

i have to do friday reports and if i suck i cant do anything on the weekend
but i cant get mad at my mom because its my actions
she planned this...true story. ahaha

bahumbug the meaning of life to you?
money
love
unity
success
family
idk
tell me so i can figure out mine.