who am i to say that you should love me

wow,
what a day

aha,
whoooooo. lets discuss
shall we?
final final final final final
that i FAILED
then that stooopid teacher
gahh i feel like such a failure you dont even know.
like seriously i think im going to have to take like four classes over.
and is LIKE WTF!

then i came home, and wow.
its scary how much i care, how much he affects me.
honestly,
the world says all this crap that it honestly doesnt even mean. we act different when we know someone is watching us, we tell different stories when we know who is going to hear it.
i wish the world could try something new,
its called radical honesty
to speak your mind
exactly whats on it
to tell the truth, period.
ANYWAYS, back to the point, we all say what we dont mean.
but today, me and alysa came to the realization that i mean what i say, if anything what i say are understatements.
not to be an overdramatic fifteen year old, but when i say id do anything for him
i mean it like when you say "i love you momma."


the average person lies three times per ten minutes of conversation