lalala
ihatethis.
first and foremost
i just want him to hold me like GAAAAAH
like i just feel safe and welcomed
ive never been happier
im so happy that im terrified its too good to be true
that god is playing some sick twisted joke
but im SOOOO going to enjoy this while i can.
thats the good part,
FUCK MY FATHER
damn sometimes im just like DUDE
LET ME BE HAPPY
he just has to go and ruin it
things are fine dont fix somthing that isnt broken.
grrr its an annoyance of my life plus his life is just fuhreekn stoopid man i suhwear
he doesnt realize the effects he truly has on me
and he just keeps fucking it all up
and all i do is sit there and watch because he wants me to
i feel like screaming
JUST STOP ALREADY
................
i have to get better and school
im fucking up pretty bad
i think i am tho
so GOOD JOB
so so so proud
I CANT BELIEVE ATIK DIDNT TELL ME!
GRRR!
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