smoke and mirrors

i can be a bitch, i really can.
i know it. i don't try and deny it like some people.

im sick of those sneaky people that talk so much crap behind your back.
and to your face, they just,...they lie.
i mean are they sooo scared of telling the truth?
because if people saw the real bitch that they are they wouldnt have friends.
well,
i think it would be better if people loved you for the truth, because then...are you really friends?
No.

im the kind of person that is straight done with your shit if i find out your talking it.
no excuses to give, we all have them.
no explaining, cause IDGAF.

people may be like man your a bitch, but honestly its THEIR loss.
because no matter what happens the shit the fights the drama
if your a person who is consistent with your character, ill ALWAYS be there to catch you when you fall, friends or not.
everyone deserves someone.
and YOU just dont deserve me.

i love people like
GRACE
atik
diana
and shereen
tahani
jed
alysa
estefani
v&v
your mom.
ETC.
JULIA TRAN
priskilla
and pooja of period four
theres more obviously but my mind is just like lajfdkljakljdfkla
why are girls such bitches
i mean guys

they dont CARE
theyre straight in your face
theres no backstabbing.

i need to let this out..

you are a bitch
a slut..honestly
a fucken poser
wannabe
stupid
drama QUEEN
FAKE
a liar
coniving
so stuck up
selfish
but....this is my blog
and sometimes i have to be mean i have to let it out
i wouldnt say this to your face
cause i have more self control than that

because youre also human and you also have feelings
and i hope you improve your ways before you lose everything
because not even YOU deserves that...

i hope the people that read this dont think of me as a horrible person
im simply human
and so are they
i may forgive them in time
but right now im upset and i have the right to be
i dont want to be
but its life

and its such a bitch.