dear diana, i never understand it.

what did we do to them?
to the world
im pretty sure
we would know if something like this was going to happen
something this heart breaking.
people say maybe they dont even realize what they are doing
but i would kno if i killed someone i would care.
to deserve something this bad
one starts to wonder what they truly did to deserve it
cause it must have been horrible
so why cant we remember?
were we unconcious
was it our alter ego
because i dont understand.
why cant we be happy.
is it just that bad.
will it be so unfair.
we dont even have to have them we just have to know the truth
the truth about why all this has started
why all this is whats left
its impossible for this feeling to go away in us so what is wrong with them?
or was it never real? im pretty sure it was.
not even they are that fucked up
the lowest of the lowest feeling is when
you make someone your everything and they walk away just because it was a little chilly outside.

misery likes company
ill die with you diana.