i love how.

you tell everyone else but me.
because talking about me is always there business
your hate and annoyance amuses me the most
true the truth stings like a bitch
so what does the things you say do?
they make me take a step back
breath a little
cause we all know what can happen when i get mad
but i dont
i take a step back and i breathe
because im not going to regret this
you are.
i evaluate all thats been said and done
and i remember who you were
not who they make you out to be now
cause what they think is nothing
but obviously you dont think that
i remember that you were not always in my life
so i can live without you
i admit that maybe for a little i think of how ridiculous ur lies are
but do i think of hurting you
never.
maybe thats what i did to you
I FUCKING CARED.
ill be anything you want.
your enemy
your best friend
just as long as it makes you feel better.
so whatever hate me.
ill step aside
ill let you fall
and maybe ill be there to catch you
but right now i honestly dont know

true friends stab you in the front.